(soft, dramatic music) - Just holding it, not going to smoke it.

I know smoking is bad for pregnant women.

- Let's wait and see what the test says.

We'll know for certain in a few days' time.

- I know for certain now.

When I was having Teddy, I stored up every single sensation, every symptom, because I feared I'd never feel them and thought I never would again.

- And here we are.

- I've seen so many women weeping in clinic.

Women whose bodies caught them out.

Women who were too old and too tired to go through it all again, and I'm one of them.

- If you were too old, your body wouldn't allow you to conceive again.

- And what if I'm too tired?

And what if the house isn't big enough?

The car isn't big enough?

What if we aren't big enough?

- We will always be big enough.

I promise you that.

- And I promise you I will love it.

I just don't want it.

(soft, dramatic music)